This was to be my original headline after the Colts loss to the Jets. I was all over the place with whom or what was to be blamed.  I wanted to vent  but cooler heads prevailed and decided to relax a while and reflect a bit ,get into focus. Then the Jets , Patriots game happened and most of my angst disappeared. No longer was i hurt and disgusted. I even re-watched the Colts loss to the Jets twice.  Yes there were things i wish we would have done better, but the point is the pain was gone. I now found myself searching through my taped games of the Colts to satisfy this Colts football urge. Then i went to hulu.com and found a host of old Colts games with which i could quench this thirst. I highly recommend this if you need your Colts fix, also you can compare today's team to teams of the past. With that in mind this Colts defense i believe is the best in Manning's era. (scary thought i know) and it will only be better next year. You see: i got my pump on again .There will be plenty of time to kick that dead horse later. If your still hurting give it a shot.